My self-inconfidence is back!

I was on my way to my school, along with my sister, in the middle of the way, there was flood in front of the road so that we had to ride a yacht to reach our school. My sis looked so beautiful in her pinkish orange dress, and i was in a mess look. While we're on our way to the place, i heard some people said that my sis was really an angel.. and i was just a rubbish.. i felt sad a bit but ignored the feeling then and just struggled through the flood. When i arrived at the place, i lost everything i had brought, just left with my shirt and pants, which were in very very wet condition. Even my shoes were lost.